
One of Little Boy's current library books is
Saxophone Sam and His Snazzy Jazz Band. This absolutely adorable book takes two children through the house on a gloomy day searching for the mysterious source of jazz music. After searching every room in the house, they find a jazz band and troupe of dancers comprised of miniature people hidden in an old, antique radio. The kids spend the rest of their rainy day jiving to jazz music on the radio. Meanwhile, the band is "off to Sicily, and when that show is through, then perhaps, we'll visit you!"
Saxophone Sam is one of Little Boy's favorite books at the moment, and you don't have to look far to see why. Full of huge, colorful illustrations and jazzy, rhyming verses, this book is
just plain fun. And I started thinking...
Lately I've been pondering how to seek (or search for) God more fully. Two specific verses that I've been mediating on are Jeremiah 29:11-13 and Matthew 6:33.
Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and He will give you everything that you need. Matthew 6:33
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future. And then you will call upon me, and pray to me, and you will seek me and find me when you seek me with all of your heart. Jeremiah 29:11-13
Both of these verses talk about seeking God
above all else and
with all of your heart. I feel like these verses could not be clearer (seek God) and that I should know exactly what to do (seek God). And yet I've wrestled with
how. How to seek God above else. How to seek God with all of my heart. As I've prayed, I've felt like the answer is right in front of me and that I'm just missing it.
And then while I was reading
Saxophone Sam to Little Boy the other day, I made a startling realization. When I think of seeking God, I think of reading my Bible more, praying more, becoming more disciplined in my devotions. While those are definitely important ways to seek God, on occasion, I find those disciplines to be both difficult and boring. I realized the two main points I've missed:
Seeking is supposed to be fun. And in seeking, you are not limited.
You seek everywhere.In the book, the children smiled and danced and laughed as they searched the refrigerator, the bathroom, the books, the attic. No room or object was left unturned. In the same way, in a game of hide and seek, you search everywhere for your child or friend, laughing and calling out to them the entire time.
In seeking God above all else and with all of my heart, I want to seek Him all the time and in everything I do. I want to see Him in Little Boy, I want to see Him in the wind, the rain, and the sun, I want to see Him in my friends when we hang out and in those I don't know when I'm out shopping. I want to see Him when I'm by myself reading my Bible and praying to Him. And I want to have fun. God is imaginative and creative and probably has the best sense of humor. When I'm seeking Him, I don't need to be somber or reserved or bored. I can laugh, smile, and play.
And I think I will. Who knows what I might find if I do?